Tuesday, April 19, 2011

One year later

One year. Really? Has it been that long since I boarded a plane to come back to America after being in Africa for 13 months? 'Tis true-wow. It's been an interesting year....very hard, but not without some amazing blessings and opportunities from the Lord. I'm thankful He is growing me through this time, even if things are not going as I planned. I'm learning that I have to fully rely on Him 24/7. Not always easy, especially when things are not going "your" way. I've realized that He alone is all I need. I get so caught up in relationships because I love and value those I care about, but unfortunetly they don't always work out the way we think. People come and go, but He has promised never to leave me....I can't thank Him enough for that.


What do I miss most?

The precious children who melted my heart with their smiles each and every week.

The amazing and breath-taking beauty that God provided everyday-His creatures are magnificent!

The friends I made-I love that we still keep in touch, even though we are thousands of miles apart.

My Bible Study girls-oh man, how I wish my I could spend my Sunday afternoons with you again-your love, laughter, and zest to learn about God's word was such an encouragement to my heart. I miss you dearly.

My family-The Embrees and Hawkins, who welcomed me with open arms.I'm so thankful for the wisdom, grace, and love these women gave me. Elle and Mary, your friendship is priceless. I love how we encourage each other in the Lord, even now. I can't wait for the day when we are together again.

Africa will always be near and dear to my heart. I don't know what God has planned for the future, but if He calls me back, I'll be ready to jump in with both feet!

3 comments:

Mary said...

I love and miss you, Jess! I'm so glad that you are allowing God to lead you and teach you through this time. I would LOVE it if He has it in His plans to bring you back to us in Africa!

Jana said...

I can't believe it has been a year already! What wonderful memories and great pictures!

Stephanie said...

I know you are in a tough spot right now, but just remember that God has not forgotten about you. He has a wonderful plan, and even though it feels like you are in between what he would have you to do, you are right where He wants you for right now. And He is working in and through you. Love you girlie.